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Question

Does Ellen like destroy every virtual thing in site to "make up" for something someone did?  I mean why is Futurama over?  Will they do reruns?  I guess it was out awhile.

Do you see what I'm saying about literally destroying everything in site, her anger management issue?  I just got a book on self control and pill on anger management, which I've already asked for.

Sorry if it's offensive but no time to dally.. I know what I really think, and I still like her.  Well, maybe she's better than no 1 if she really was like that.  I hope she's not.  I mean she's a deep person.  If someone else did what she did, would they still be deep?

No Hard Feelings?

Why are you pretending I'm someone I'm not?  Some people just don't say anything it seems.  I am normal and just said something..but oh maybe it was a questionable word or something.

What?

Are you trying to play with arousal?  I think of something, and you retaliate??..

Juicy Gossip

So, Bella "made it" to the top, got an early head start.  A nonchalant play it cool dream queen.

Thanks

Ellen for all you do that betters me to others.

So..

..just keep improving it til I'm done responding on my blog or Twitter?

I'm sorry, does anyone wanna practice that?  Who is in on it?  What's it for?  Sounds nasty.

What's the problem?

I can curse if I want.  They just changed another product I use again.  I want to know, does Ellen even know @ this?  How high and lofty a position she is able to steal.

Nothing to Watch

Reading a book.

What I Wish I Did

Junior High - Public

Year 1
1 - English II Gifted
2 - Geometry Gifted
3 - Biology I Honors
4 - Freshman Orientation | Civics
5 - JROTC I
6 - Art I
7 - Theater I

Year 2
1 - English III AP|Gifted
2 - Algebra II Gifted
3 - Biology II Honors
4 - JROTC II | Health
5 - Spanish I
6 - Art II
7 - Theater II

Year 3
1 - English IV AP|Gifted
2 - Free Enterprise |
3 - Spanish II
4 - Art III
5 - Theater III
6 -
7 -

After School - Voice + Piano + Ballet

College - Organ + Voice

Career - Actress Etc.

Why don't they keep making

videos of CATS?  or write lots more?

Mobile

I was away

Who said if I mess up in school they will mistreat me?  Isn't that wrong?

Contest

We should see if some people would like the dolphins in Florida more, the beaches etc. and for what reasons.  That way the population will be more appropriate and we'll have something to work on to give to the world to have.

If you like my parents so much..

..leave them a message on my forum.

I can see you snap at me as I go to post this.. but I see people fractal-ing and figuring things against me always ending in the cause for the N word thing.

Did someone just say..

..Ellen is secretly able to make me African American?

Found Out

People are really intrusive and mean to me, I just get upset at THAT.

I probably need privacy.. to get better

I said I don't wanna sit here and juggle shit.

You people are so stupid you wanna get me killed.

Why do you let these bad people experience pleasure?

Stop

I feel people are able to go in and change me.

2 People

EDIT (Blogger bumps up edits..)

Tim Burton and Johnny Depp - they just play it safe so everyone is special.. they want you to treat me special.

TV

I just watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  Leo DC was very presentable.  He was a cute child star working with Johnny Depp..  Johnny Depp seems he would not be nice to me in that particular way.  The singer was like the best I've ever seen.  She sang "Brave" I think.  It sounded like me but with a smoother ring LOL.  Some negative messages I got was that I was a fake and phony and they knew what I was really thinking.

Well!

My little diet is so hard!  I mean, I guess if I get hungry I can have cookies but I mean not eat it just in case.  I feel it isn't too late to have some effect.  I always was a healthy eater to some degree save for maybe my love for Pizza Lunchables.

I mean, maybe I am trash, but the diet would still make me feel better.  I want healthier desserts like banana pudding with Nilla Wafers..  Maybe once a day..  I used to have it like for 2 meals.

If I had to say so I'd say the diet made me hungry and I'm ready again, but I'm not sure what the end result will be of what I want to eat.  I was ready before, too, but I guess turkey like baby food is a bit expensive.  Maybe, that's why I ended up not getting it often.  I had to put down the cookies at this dessert, at least.  I was gonna make vegan chocolate pudding.  Not enough mullah.

I am always grumpy and upset..

..I got over the racism, but people haven't gotten over me that I talk to

Disagreement

It seems that my life is always a hassle.  Things aren't as happy as before.

Cute!

I liked the Japanese girl who was with her, was wondering @ that.  :|

I just watched..

Karen Carpenter's niece sing beautifully..

She is cute and nice.  It seems like she'd like to meet other people and singers.  The only thing @ that is Karen Carpenter is a big part of her because I know I met my aunts and we clicked in a funny way.  I never thought of it before.  Also, my dad is in her class year, so I was like-  My mom is a generic person, not Caucasian, so what can I say?  I have a special interest whereas she was born with the interest already and I was interested later..  I mean, she seemed lost for how to relate to other people.  Her dad should know @ Karen's class year, but I think he's a boy and she wants to please him the same as with my dad and I.. ooh creepy.

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Disclaim any ill thoughts that may come to mind in my crappy writing here LOL hard to write.

^Messed Up^

I always wanted to do music etc., but like homework was a 1st priority for my IQ I guess.  You apply these subjects in the real world..  I feel unloved, like I'm a joke.  Like I had to not do anything else.  Then some little kid would come up and do it and they do.

Why in recovery as a better actor do you like me less?  Think I could be a singer and never get a chance to be like Johnny Depp.  :|  (Just saying..)

SO WHAT'S WRONG

THEN

Mad

Why doesn't anyone cuddle me?

How Insulting

What came 1st?  1st off I am not Asian.  I just have Asian blood.  I am less Asian than most white people, but I appreciate Asians more.

I was thinking of something else that happened like this.

Anyway, on this, .. why do you all act like an old bestie that if you dream romantically you're weird?  From Richard Carpenter's interview, bless his soul, all I can get is he's not really the Romantic Artistic type.  He may be, but he seems to be more of a juggler was what I was intending to put upon.  He may be some form of a Romantic Artistic type.  I wonder if most people feel torn to pick a personality.  I feel INSULTED for being a Romantic Artistic and Performing and Creative and Fashion type.  No, I did not pay $100 to get the true result.  I'm also an Action Seeker and Type A.  I assume he is also a Type A, used to seem like a good Type B..

So, what exactly happened, some feeling.. another 1 of those?  No, my life is not together.  I have so much stuff I wish I didn't have lying around.  It makes me feel bad.  I clean from time to time and get new impetus.  So, is it my singing or how would I have seemed rude?

You know, people all ignore me and say I am a schizo.  That's what's wrong.  My therapist knows, too.  Thanks a lot schizo Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.

I know what it is!

They're all racist, all the people are racist!  Meaning.. all the people!

My voice sounds like I am pleaing that I'm a great singer.

I am not around people enough.  I just sing alone like a eu****.  You know, I do have problems from medicine and undue couseling.  It probably made me sick.  I will not accept this treatment.  I know Ginny did this to me.  Stop questioning my race, I'm more white than anyone.  I am European and very much so.  I don't hang around weird people or like people of a different caliber or whatever.  Look, anyone wanna talk @ their problems with my racial attitude?  You all are seeing things that aren't there.  I'd like to see what new singers sound like.  You can sure twittle a lot on that flute of yours.

I do think that person is nice.  I just was fitting myself somewhere.  I am not sorry, they are the 1s who are different.  You can't be an insult to me, you can just say you have different taste.  That taste may be a racist taste.  You know, I've seen lots of insults around of my singing.  People want SWEENEY TODD!

Upset

I know I'm a good imitating singer.. once I get busy tho

Oh well, let's see what the problem really was anyone??

An Article That Hit Hard..or Whatever

It's nice Richard Carpenter is actually getting himself out there.  We love his star sister Karen..

I feel I would slide into a category of people who aren't good solo demos but would be at home in a chorus full of good singers..

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Attitude

People born either in 1960 or around 1980.

Website Update

Race: White|Asian (Eurasian)
Ethnicities: Viking, German, French, Dutch, Irish, maybe N.A. indian
Hair: Brunette & Curly+Wavy
Eyes: Brown (dark|grayish Blue as a baby)
Skin: White + Tan + Pink
Demeanor: Powerful and Lean

New Videos

New Videos of Me Singing

Website Update

I added I was a Thespian under a new category, Other Desires.

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IMDb

Off My Diet

I got 1 look of my clean, clear face. Like crystal.

I just realized..

..healthy dessert = banana pudding

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What do you think of someone randomly talking to you at any time in private?

TV

I watched an episode of 3 I missed of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  I thought it was new today.  I'm not really mad @ this weird stuff.. but I felt upset I had to jiggle @ a possible future daughter..  I also find it a sin, though.  Why wouldn't it be?  Whatever..  Might be safe, hope everyone has to put up with it.  Oh well, it was cute today some of what happened, but I bet it was serious supposedly..

Why am I being snoot-followed?

It's not okay to say oh Christina you were punished by me at 27 and that's how I'm relating to what you are.

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Problem

Now, the power turned off.  I don't wanna worry @ that.  Stop attacking me!  WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM!  I can see you laughing!  Someone do something!

Problems

I got more signs from my dad who can't hold anything in so go away and forget I'm related in a way such as that cuz I don't like it.  You are crazy if you think otherwise.  Also, he said Mongoloid in his noise and then was all squealing over me if I didn't get upset.  So, I got upset and he still was following me!!

What and Why

I noticed people are trying to make me feel dizzy out in public or in the open.

My mom reacted to that today, and I just feel upset @ her trying to act like she's ***y like more than me or however it's done..

Mobile Soon

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iTune

Question

Do older people sacrifice to be popular to lots of young people?

iTunes

When I Essentially Lost the Essence

It was when I got off my diet up north during the hurricane.  I was hearing things.

Cravings

I do believe in eating and a balance.  Like, I'll have pizza etc.  Sometimes, I just go and eat what I made.  Well, have had conflicts with that choice of lifestyle, as well.  I found even Cinnamon Toast Crunch made me a bitch.

I finally decided..

..I also had New England Clam Chowder.. I wanted to have turkey dinners, things like that.  It didn't work out after 1 of them, the N word thing happened, and my world seemed to disappear.  This was 2009.

It works like this with me.. like I only have so much energy and am used to living off lots of food..  I was just so hungry after the diet, but I'm not better.  Like, I'm losing fuel to type this and even think @ stuff for it.  It runs down the drain.  A distraction, too, thinking, and there I go.

I admire..

..people who are healthy.  I also admire living sorta the fun life.  I'm trying to stay in line first and foremost as a diet so I don't get cancer and die.  I dunno, I cook vegan and health food now but not often but regularly now.  I mean, my chili is still there.  If not, then I have stuff like noodle soup and mac and tuna.  I'm trying to also lay off the hot dogs.

I don't know what my body's state is, but I know I was very hungry shopping only at Whole Foods + school food.  The effects from dieting as a teenager also lingered on.

I'd say not sticking to a good diet was my biggest mistake.

..erm, something else the most torturous is not getting enough sleep, which is what causes the fat.. like stress fat parts.. not sure if you could eat chocolate and sleep and be thin, but my foreign exchange student partly did that.. who was French and German from Germany, 3/4 French, seems her dad might be all French

Well..

2008-2009 I also made homemade pizzas and I put spices on my miraculous burgers..

So, when I came home, I tried to eat baby food and formula, but since my parents threw it away I got fat.

I lived on cheesy pasta and hot chicken fingers.  YUM.  For a time.  I had buffalo chicken sandwiches|subs at 1 point for a short while.  It seems I've lived on burgers much of the time from 2008-2013, which is longer than my diet, which was let's see off and on kinda thing existed 2002-2005, which makes you hungry.  I had plenty of health food most of that time.  When I did fast, I skipped too many lunches and guess lost my sense of well-being.  See, the trick is to have a big breakfast and I guess not much at night.  It really worked, at 1st, I know.

I can only take so much.  I was a health hog.  When I thought people were watching me over camera, I felt more tested.  I went up north and in the end went just a few days on like ice cream bars and then I bloated.

Edit

I edited the spacing on my website.

So

New Orleans is made of France and New England and blacks.

Mobile Later

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TV

I just found out-

I can tell Ellen is sneering at me after she said what she did didn't mean any harm.

I saw my brother..

..and it ruined my morning in the end.

Problem

These people won't stop talking to me.  They gave me a *** message.

Nitey

Might go to bed soon..

I'll be minding my own business, and suddenly someone wants to say I'm guilty.  It isn't stopping!!

STOP

I didn't do anything.  I can say stop if I want!!  What's your problem?!

So, as I said..

..sorry for my temper, but who wants me to get better?

STOP

They interupted my thought process!  You want me to just go die!?

WOW SHE LEFT

GOT WHAT YOU WANT I WAS TRYING TO HAVE A GOOD DAY YOU GOOF

STOP

TELLING ME LIES TOO I SAID STOP AND STOP AND STOP

I want my privacy

from someone who's not my type and refuses to get along.  I am guessing you need to stop altogether.

My mom mentioned sleeping and I'm feeling bad.

Well

I think Ellen is doing it and it is wrong, just because of the n word thing.

ANYONE WANNA TALK @ IT YET - DOH

STOP IT I DON'T WANNA TALK TO YOU

...

I WAS RIGHT @ ELLEN SHE HAS TO STOP ACTING LIKE I'M MEAN TO HER

I SAID NO GO AWAY AND SHUT UP IT'S NOT FUNNY I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING

STOP IT

I NEED TO HAVE A GOOD DAY

STOP ACTING LIKE YOU CAN PUNISH ME

YOU MADE ME MAD

WTF CAN I DO YOU WON'T STOP AND ELLEN DOESN'T CARE

SHUT UP

I TOLD YOU TO STOP

STOP IT YOU CRIMINAL WHO DOESN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO

Idea for My Room

I want to make the walls all aqua and the edges .. and the furniture will be medium aqua or bright aqua.  The walls will be a lighter aqua.  My bed will be aqua.  I will throw in some random coral, like maybe a pillow or something.

Sorry

I was out eating and got upset, something may have crossed my mind.

Video

Renee Fleming

link

Problem

You all are mean to me and want me to look Asian.

Problems

I will not put up with anyone attacking me because they think they have to because of the N word thing.

WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM .. !?

STOP BEING MEAN TO ME AND AROUSING ME WHAT YOUR PROBLEM GET OUTTA MY LIFE

WHAT YOUR PROBLEM YOU UNDERSTAND

What's the fuss?  Just forget it!!  This is absolutely .. ?

MORE PROBLEMS

I did something.. and now my parents have arranged it in the house.  It wasn't that bad.  They just are opined.

Mobile

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Website Update

link

Future Plans|Career
•Main Career: Movie Actor + Fashion Model
•Other Career Pursuits
 •Composer & Singer & Musician
 •Internet Talk Show Timeline

Mistakes From My Dad

I know for a fact it's that people think they are more European to offset a certain stereotype and then claim it as the more norm.

Maybe

some people believe you shouldn't talk to older people EVER.  I wanted to work with kids..  See, it just gets me acclaim.

Problems

Ellen thinks because of the N word thing she can say like I can't approach someone attractive like I never did anything to deserve it.  I'm pretty smart.  See, you don't care.

Wait, Ellen doesn't do that.  Why do I put up with this, this *beep*?

Problem

My passwords look different.

Also

I noticed a break in my German song of "The Tide Is High."  ':[

Problem

Why do people go crazy if I hit things?  Go get a life!

My mom just came and I think it affected my future daughter!  FIGURE IT OUT

Issue

I just got a karaoke machine from my aunt and put it in Spare Oom.

I know..

..I'll sell the full album of these 3 little songs for $0.99 or $0.99 each.

Finished!

3 short songs, gonna sell them on iTunes.  I wonder how low you can go.  Maybe the 1st 2 will be $0.49 and the 2nd 1 $0.99.

What if I came up to you and just basically said..

..my parents changed to be shit like your parents?  That's the kinda thing I wanna discuss.  How to actually put it..  like, my parents were just nice people, and now they're just mean.  They act like it's funny to be in trouble and I didn't do anything.  They don't say oh go to school or work or whatever or move outta the garage.  They just have a certain attitude.  Like, they don't keep their distance, never smile much in my presence unless it's @ something weird.

Isn't it funny, though, the thing @ shit??  I don't mean to apply it to everyone.. nor anyone in particular maybe.  I don't know how families go off, but it's best not to make it any harder.  Accept their kids for 1 and put them in the right track in life.

Mobile

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Problem

If I tell my mom what she did she can get me on more medicine!  Stupid doctor!

Well..

..like they think they're all that with their forceful moms..

Well

The word just came to me.  She won't stop.  My parents had fat moms.

Mean

I get a bit upset, like the English, and my mom called Karen Carpenter a lesbian so I figured why not **** her bc .. I forget but it's true!  It doesn't mean anything what that person says.

STOP

YOU DID IT TO HURT MY MOM

STOP

I don't wanna sit here and deal with injuries to my FUTURE KIDS - WTF R U - YOU COULD DO IT TO YOURSELF.  I'M TIRED OF THIS.  STOP TELLING ME I AM YOUR SHIT.

Food

I just made zesty chili with just vegan products - FINALLY - I do like mean, though.  I got ingredients that were like hot or made for chili.  Also, I have Asian food I like.

I feel..

..people are feeding me unwanted spam crap

STOP

MY MOM IS TRYING TO AFFECT MY FUTURE KIDS - WITH ASIAN WRAPPING?  AND FROM ELLEN?  STOP!  LEAVE ELLEN ALONE!

Did you ever stop and appreciate how machines are made, like computers I guess?

They are playing a little game that I can't get mad.  Also, like now I'm typing better, they might say hm.. and think of some exotic insult.  Anyway.. I was upset and didn't really do anything but feel defiant, didn't insult anyone.. how am I gonna get back what I lost?  I was stuck cleaning dishes!  It wasn't right in the 1st place, at least..  I didn't do anything, but they think I did.  They are monitoring what's in my head.  I am a good person!  Don't set me off the wrong track.  Let's just see if we can start a conversation on all the bad things brought about by Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and Tim Burton, who I don't mean harm to.  It was the other people he sometimes says, like in hidden messages or body language or tone of voice.  It was the way people reacted to Tim Burton, like a bomb that just ticked off, like a lottery winner.  Also, I don't imagine inflicting pain on others, but now they just said something wrong to me like maybe it was the right suggestion, with a little click.  I like the clicks, but they are just being mean!  I don't need them there.  I thought it was going to be something special for me!  This sucks!  STOP YOU ARE BEING MEAN I ALREADY SAID THIS YOU RACIST

Problem

My future daughter is being ruined!  I was thinking of something and my Gramma's weight came up.  You weirdos, I don't even "want my weight to come up."

Why don't you just tell me?

You decided to ruin my life.

This is illegal.  I can't talk to anyone.  I guess other people do.

Measurement

I addded it to my website, too, I'm 158.0 pounds.

i want THE experience

If I talk to someone, I want the conversation to hit home..

interview

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Problem

These adults around me listened to something someone older said that wasn't right.  I don't want these people in my life, not to be a part of it.  Not like every time something happens that happened at the same time..  It's not even worth talking to you|these people.  YOU'RE JUST A MEAN ANIMAL GO AWAY STOP PICKING AT WHAT I SAID YOU DID WRONG CUZ YOU DID IT N STOP ASKING ME MORE STUPID QUESTIONS

Audition

http://disneyauditions.com/audition-calendar/

Hoop Dee Doo Musical Revue: Female Vocalists
For: Walt Disney World
Audition City: Orlando, FL   
Location: Disney's Animal Kingdom Rehearsal Facility
Looking For: Singers        Monday, January 13, 2014
02:00 PM
Time zone: Eastern Time (US & Canada)

Disney Parks Talent Casting is seeking youthful and energetic female principal vocalists who move very well for the Hoop Dee Doo Musical Revue, performing live at the Walt Disney World® Resort near Orlando, FL. The Hoop Dee Doo Musical Revue is an evening of old-time food, fun and song as a troupe of Civil War era traveling players barnstorm into Disney’s Fort Wilderness with silly skits, fancy footwork, and heart-warming song. Seeking performers for potential full time and part time roles.

Performers employed by the Walt Disney World® Resort are covered under the terms and conditions of a Collective Bargaining Agreement with Actors’ Equity Association.

Seeking the following roles:

Flora Long: Energetic and youthful actor, beautiful leading lady; sweet and petite; vocal soloist-soprano.

Claire DeLune: Energetic and youthful actor, Johnny's girl; she's adorable, lovable and flirtatious, full of life and best known for her outrageous "giggle." Singer who dances.

Dolly Drew: Energetic and youthful actor, the strong woman and "Annie Oakley" type. Vaudevillian style Comedian. Her mannerisms and style are less than demure. Character actor/comedienne

Always Making Fun of Me

OK I just got especially upset and my dad wouldn't stop, like he could transcommunicate anything.

Why do you keep getting at me for it?  I'm over it!!  You weren't there!

Problems!

Thanks to the interests of Mr. Tim Burton, I am stuck here in Orlando trying to mend a relationship my parents did mess up!

You see, my dad started getting too close to me when we had a more mature relationship in the past.

STOP

I'M BEING RUINED

YOU ARE ALWAYS MEAN TO ME QUIT IT WANT SOMETHING TO HAPPEN SO YOU CAN ULTIMATELY GET IT

It insults me..

..when I get these messages.  What's wrong with my feeling stimulated and hitting and throwing things mildly?  You wanna just kill me cuz I'm not perfect or because you never thought that meant anything?  I've asked about this before, myself.  I didn't go wild and out of my room.  I just stomped on the floor and hurt my heel.  Is this a special not perfect thing?  I don't believe you cuz I mean people mistreat me.

What do you think?

Like, you can be famous and then make a new statement, what is the effect?

You all are so weird.. :|

I'm the 1 who wants all the right things, but you go off and say everyone else is good and you're all white and I'm different.  I feel you think I'm some slimy roach.  I'm not some perfect stainless steel robot, so I have to have some soft spots.  I also don't have enough exercise things to do.

Problem

I don't feel like having a good day and can't turn off the m.. feeling.

*BEEP*

YOU DON'T HURT MY AUNT

Has..

..Ellen gone insane because I feel people who talk to me get a funny feeling?  She is so mean and sarcastic.  She won't get a life.  I said it was a burden to watch her show cuz I ain't rich and peppy and healthy like her, it actually is fun but sometimes I just really don't wanna.  I already said I might not make it each time.  I labeled it on a the blog.

Problem

My dad also acted like something similar was okay just because I wanted to be my lesser favorite princess at Disney.  WHY WON'T HE STOP IS MY DAD SHIT I WANTED A RELATIONSHIP

I can already see your nigger nose in my face wondering if I need to be disciplined but thinking my dad lets me curse cuz he does or would.

STOP

I GOT ANOTHER MESSAGE

STOP

JUST SHUT YOUR MOUTH

I GOT MORE SIGNS!!  STOP!!  IT'S M.. ME WHICH IS FATAL!

SEE

YOU WON'T STOP

You have no right to talk to me in private with clicks in my room and how you even load the computer all the time and say I did something wrong.

STOP

QUIT FOLLOWING ME

RIGHT NOW

More Problems

They won't quit being mean.  My dad left me a note that it's cold today and not to wear something..  Well, I saw "The Nutcracker" in St. Petersburg on New Year's and I noticed they kept touching Clara.

Problem

I noticed my computer is slow sometimes.  I pounded my table a bit.

STOP

STOP ACTING LIKE I DID SOMETHING - GO AWAY - ARRGH

Wrote

I wrote some of my song.  I need to get sheet music.  Might have some.  Cakewalk doesn't work.

Death

link

Endocrine System:
The pituitary, thyroid and edrenal glands are grossly normal.

I probably got my tumor from m********ing.  I heard a girl died from m*******ing and got cancer.

She had a small but normal heart.

So!

I feel an influx of shit when I am upset with Ellen DeGeneres.. she thinks she's always right and knows what she's doing.

Why did she die?

Karen Carpenter?  Was it unexpected?  The pills she took ended up killing her, anyone could figure that out.

My dad was purposely trying to annoy me and arouse|stimualte me, so I was going around hitting things.

I heard something.  Those noises annoy me, too!

Stop making fun of me as I calm down.  I didn't do anything.  I was upset.

I'm tired of feeling like I'm muttering as I think.  How do you know what I think?  You're sick.

STOP

TELLING ME NOT TO CURSE

YOU ALL ARE TO LIKE ROT IN HELL BC YOU KNOW I FEEL BETTER JUST STOP IT YOU'RE BEING MEAN TO ME EVERY TIME I GET A NEW BLOG AND WON'T LEAVE I KNOW YOU'RE WATCHING

WHO DID THIS

NOW I HAVE TO WORRY @ WHEN MY DAD GETS BACK STOP PLAYING AROUND WHY CAN'T I IGNORE THIS SHIT

Ha Ha

Ellen, you're just a baby and don't want to amount to anything "more"
I hope you have not heard that too much before
You act like maybe you're too young to be my mom
You don't give a fuck @ where anyone is from
You're too old to be a youngster like me
Why don't you get up go away and flee
Your sin is saying I'm a big fat troll
Acting like I'm just someone's pimple or mole
My regards and apoligies before I say adieu
I don't think this poem was also just for you

I feel

used.

I was trying

NOT TO CURSE

I WANT MY PRIVACY

*BEEP*

Why don't you go

stimulate yourself?  I heard that sorta shit gives you cancer.

Also, I just slammed my heel that own't heal very hard!

My Problem

Not that most of you care, but I don't let people touch me, like get too close to me, like people I don't like or who dont' seem right ugh I'm bleeding on my left ring finger joint!  It stings!  3(

Ugh

They were just in mah face! (my face)  Stop acting all triumphant and get yo ass out!

Problem

You all are sinners.  You get your energy and I am stuck in my room with you following me.

I could feel stuff in my brain after being hit, more sensitive than when I was doing gymnastics on Monday.

STOP

GET THAT *BEEP* OUT - THEY KEEP TALKING TO ME AND I HIT MY TABLE

You know I'm being followed?

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Categories

Stupid

You can't tell people to be mean to me and make me feel fat!

Who's responsible?

My parents used to never bite at me when I wasn't feeling well over and over!  Also, you all are so mean to me when I am so nice!

Problem

Stop bothering me just because I got a new blog!

My dad is sending me secret messages and I hit my head with some clothes really hard by accident.  I hope I'm okay and know I am cuz I fell on my head on purpose at gymnastics.  It's like boxing.  He's infusing stupid messages in my atmosphere, a loser like all the kids out there who do tacky things to annoy you and make you feel guilty.

Things I Regret|Can't Take Back

Ugh!  Why must I really get ticked?  I'm not better.  How humiliating!  May as well find someone else to talk to.  I'm still here.. watching TV and posting online, listening to my singing.

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Do - you - think

Tim Burton came into the world of fame to make it so young people getting attention wouldn't be a positive thing?  I QUUIT

I just bought

Die Zeit ist reif

My fish is looking @ "Futurama!"

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New Website

Also

She woke up early to have tea.

I also found..

..she died at her mom's.

I know I know

Most people just look at me to tell me I'm shit.  But that's not my fault!

More

I forgot to add there was a little of a pulse, and they roughed around with her.

Want Me to Die

Want me to not live it up in Hollywood?  I've skipped many a meal.

I must ask..

..would Karen even matter?

I'm pretty straight.

What was I gonna say- oh not once do I totally fail to admit I am sad Karen Carpenter died for who she was in the world.  Watching a video on YouTube on what really killed her.  It was a drug unknown explained by her psychiatrist that eats away the fiber by the heart..  I almost died from 1 of those, too, but me losing my female thing was the indicator..  She also was stressed her husband wouldn't have kids.  Now, that means something to me, that it might mean something.

We learn

through failure

I find..

..when I m.. I just wanna do some work in the end.