Thanks

Ellen for all you do that betters me to others.

Did someone just say..

..Ellen is secretly able to make me African American?

I just found out-

I can tell Ellen is sneering at me after she said what she did didn't mean any harm.

Well

I think Ellen is doing it and it is wrong, just because of the n word thing.

...

I WAS RIGHT @ ELLEN SHE HAS TO STOP ACTING LIKE I'M MEAN TO HER

Problems

Ellen thinks because of the N word thing she can say like I can't approach someone attractive like I never did anything to deserve it.  I'm pretty smart.  See, you don't care.

Wait, Ellen doesn't do that.  Why do I put up with this, this *beep*?

STOP

MY MOM IS TRYING TO AFFECT MY FUTURE KIDS - WITH ASIAN WRAPPING?  AND FROM ELLEN?  STOP!  LEAVE ELLEN ALONE!

Has..

..Ellen gone insane because I feel people who talk to me get a funny feeling?  She is so mean and sarcastic.  She won't get a life.  I said it was a burden to watch her show cuz I ain't rich and peppy and healthy like her, it actually is fun but sometimes I just really don't wanna.  I already said I might not make it each time.  I labeled it on a the blog.

So!

I feel an influx of shit when I am upset with Ellen DeGeneres.. she thinks she's always right and knows what she's doing.

Ha Ha

Ellen, you're just a baby and don't want to amount to anything "more"
I hope you have not heard that too much before
You act like maybe you're too young to be my mom
You don't give a fuck @ where anyone is from
You're too old to be a youngster like me
Why don't you get up go away and flee
Your sin is saying I'm a big fat troll
Acting like I'm just someone's pimple or mole
My regards and apoligies before I say adieu
I don't think this poem was also just for you

Something We Need to Cover

Obviously, Karen Carpenter, like Ellen is with some things, was overwhelmed @ life centered on kids.  In that 1 interview, she kept using the word "pooped."  She must have been depressed she didn't have a kid then.  She also seemed very much for mixed race, like maybe she was worried that there would be some racial issue and it wouldn't be okay to like work with the white kids.

And

Something Ellen Would Agree With

I forget but it was another thing that would make her a good President - that death isn't a joke.

Just so you know..

..Ellen, if Ellen k*lled Karen Carpenter, too, it would be for the same reason Sarah Brightman seemed uncomfortable around Andrea Bocelli.. not taking kids my age as their own.

Hmph!

You're messin' up my blog!

Anyway, what about all that oh boo hoo I want Ellen to run for President of the U.S.  I just praised Ellen, and you were rude!

I am attractive and mean to be so!  Don't you know!?

Problem?

What's wrong with my ode to Ellen?  You think I was bad and don't deserve to enjoy her?!

THAT'S WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT.  What is this?  I don't have to listen.  I know you just did it for fun and if I didn't just say this you'd bother me more.

Ode

Ode to Ellen

Glory and Praise to Our God
Who Alone Gives Light to Our Day
Many Are the Blessings He Shares
With Those Who Trust in His Ways

We the Daughters and Sons of Him
Who Built The Valleys and Plains
...

Before "We" Go On

What do you have with certain kinds of people that it's "always" better "not to say anything?"

You see, I notice that people are all being mean to me.  You act like I deserve it as a punishment.  Wasn't that 1 of the worst things you could do to someone, give them a silent even "type" of treatment??

I am much nicer than most people, or if someone were .. but you are so so mean to me and no one else gets treated like this and you think their being bad is the punishment in and of itself!  Well, being out of shape or ugly might be 1 thing.

Can I just give my opinion and testament of this experience?  Something to talk @?  I have other things to talk @.  I just had it as an afterthought as I was going to post this.  I also almost mentioned someone.  Why does that annoy you?  I know you don't think of all this weird "crap.."

Also, this is my favorite holiday, so if you think of me you'll remember it's my favorite possibly..

What do you think @ how specific this stuff is and how other people think it's wrong?

I do have something to contribute @ Ellen DeGeneres.  She is acting like she is younger than me, like Karen Carpenter who is passed away.  Like, it bites that I can't think of her as a parental aged figure at all times.  I almost can sense her sneer.  I shouldn't be thinking @ this.  I should have my own Ellen DeGeneres to talk to or whoever.  I didn't just go eat with my mom and brother because I really felt they were in a fighting mood holding a grudge against me.  I came back and had to think of people I care being hurt.  I saw a cute guy today, and he didn't wanna touch me.  What makes him so special?  He was that specific stereotype with light brown hair in a bowl cut swept away|back..  Kinda more reddish|rich-colored hair.  I have same interests as him.  What do you have to say @ that?  What do you think @ sneers?  Is that tabboo to you just @ Ellen?  If so, she probably uses it to play with your mind.  I just constantly feel an undertone of how Ellen is seen.  What perplexes me is the fact that she would think I am in trouble so that she flips me off when I'm trying to live my life!  Like, I mean my daily life.  That level of comfort.  It's hard to explain.  She seems so deathly and ultimately hungry for power, like Maleficent or something.  I know no one agrees with her but that her studio audience knows she caters to a certain kind of issue.  What really made me mad was her acting like I can't think her age is a mom to me!  She's not the baby when the 2 of us are in the sentence.  It's not, I'm the mature baby and she's the kiddy teenager.  She must be a mother figure.  I mean, someone born in 1970 or something I'd marry.  I don't force her to like be that way in my mind.  I just mean she can't always be sneering at me like that, I mean I like it, too, but I'm saying what it's like.  It's not so much that she's getting by as I think the audience finds this funny.