What do you have with certain kinds of people that it's "always" better "not to say anything?"
You see, I notice that people are all being mean to me. You act like I deserve it as a punishment. Wasn't that 1 of the worst things you could do to someone, give them a silent even "type" of treatment??
I am much nicer than most people, or if someone were .. but you are so so mean to me and no one else gets treated like this and you think their being bad is the punishment in and of itself! Well, being out of shape or ugly might be 1 thing.
Can I just give my opinion and testament of this experience? Something to talk @? I have other things to talk @. I just had it as an afterthought as I was going to post this. I also almost mentioned someone. Why does that annoy you? I know you don't think of all this weird "crap.."
Also, this is my favorite holiday, so if you think of me you'll remember it's my favorite possibly..
What do you think @ how specific this stuff is and how other people think it's wrong?
I do have something to contribute @ Ellen DeGeneres. She is acting like she is younger than me, like Karen Carpenter who is passed away. Like, it bites that I can't think of her as a parental aged figure at all times. I almost can sense her sneer. I shouldn't be thinking @ this. I should have my own Ellen DeGeneres to talk to or whoever. I didn't just go eat with my mom and brother because I really felt they were in a fighting mood holding a grudge against me. I came back and had to think of people I care being hurt. I saw a cute guy today, and he didn't wanna touch me. What makes him so special? He was that specific stereotype with light brown hair in a bowl cut swept away|back.. Kinda more reddish|rich-colored hair. I have same interests as him. What do you have to say @ that? What do you think @ sneers? Is that tabboo to you just @ Ellen? If so, she probably uses it to play with your mind. I just constantly feel an undertone of how Ellen is seen. What perplexes me is the fact that she would think I am in trouble so that she flips me off when I'm trying to live my life! Like, I mean my daily life. That level of comfort. It's hard to explain. She seems so deathly and ultimately hungry for power, like Maleficent or something. I know no one agrees with her but that her studio audience knows she caters to a certain kind of issue. What really made me mad was her acting like I can't think her age is a mom to me! She's not the baby when the 2 of us are in the sentence. It's not, I'm the mature baby and she's the kiddy teenager. She must be a mother figure. I mean, someone born in 1970 or something I'd marry. I don't force her to like be that way in my mind. I just mean she can't always be sneering at me like that, I mean I like it, too, but I'm saying what it's like. It's not so much that she's getting by as I think the audience finds this funny.