..when I get these messages. What's wrong with my feeling stimulated and hitting and throwing things mildly? You wanna just kill me cuz I'm not perfect or because you never thought that meant anything? I've asked about this before, myself. I didn't go wild and out of my room. I just stomped on the floor and hurt my heel. Is this a special not perfect thing? I don't believe you cuz I mean people mistreat me.