Tuesday, January 7, 2014

So..

..just keep improving it til I'm done responding on my blog or Twitter?

I'm sorry, does anyone wanna practice that?  Who is in on it?  What's it for?  Sounds nasty.

What's the problem?

I can curse if I want.  They just changed another product I use again.  I want to know, does Ellen even know @ this?  How high and lofty a position she is able to steal.

Nothing to Watch

Reading a book.

What I Wish I Did

Junior High - Public

Year 1
1 - English II Gifted
2 - Geometry Gifted
3 - Biology I Honors
4 - Freshman Orientation | Civics
5 - JROTC I
6 - Art I
7 - Theater I

Year 2
1 - English III AP|Gifted
2 - Algebra II Gifted
3 - Biology II Honors
4 - JROTC II | Health
5 - Spanish I
6 - Art II
7 - Theater II

Year 3
1 - English IV AP|Gifted
2 - Free Enterprise |
3 - Spanish II
4 - Art III
5 - Theater III
6 -
7 -

After School - Voice + Piano + Ballet

College - Organ + Voice

Career - Actress Etc.

Why don't they keep making

videos of CATS?  or write lots more?

Mobile

I was away

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Who said if I mess up in school they will mistreat me?  Isn't that wrong?

Contest

We should see if some people would like the dolphins in Florida more, the beaches etc. and for what reasons.  That way the population will be more appropriate and we'll have something to work on to give to the world to have.

If you like my parents so much..

..leave them a message on my forum.
I can see you snap at me as I go to post this.. but I see people fractal-ing and figuring things against me always ending in the cause for the N word thing.

Did someone just say..

..Ellen is secretly able to make me African American?

Found Out

People are really intrusive and mean to me, I just get upset at THAT.
I probably need privacy.. to get better
I said I don't wanna sit here and juggle shit.
You people are so stupid you wanna get me killed.
Why do you let these bad people experience pleasure?

Stop

I feel people are able to go in and change me.

2 People

EDIT (Blogger bumps up edits..)

Tim Burton and Johnny Depp - they just play it safe so everyone is special.. they want you to treat me special.

TV

I just watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  Leo DC was very presentable.  He was a cute child star working with Johnny Depp..  Johnny Depp seems he would not be nice to me in that particular way.  The singer was like the best I've ever seen.  She sang "Brave" I think.  It sounded like me but with a smoother ring LOL.  Some negative messages I got was that I was a fake and phony and they knew what I was really thinking.

Well!

My little diet is so hard!  I mean, I guess if I get hungry I can have cookies but I mean not eat it just in case.  I feel it isn't too late to have some effect.  I always was a healthy eater to some degree save for maybe my love for Pizza Lunchables.

I mean, maybe I am trash, but the diet would still make me feel better.  I want healthier desserts like banana pudding with Nilla Wafers..  Maybe once a day..  I used to have it like for 2 meals.

If I had to say so I'd say the diet made me hungry and I'm ready again, but I'm not sure what the end result will be of what I want to eat.  I was ready before, too, but I guess turkey like baby food is a bit expensive.  Maybe, that's why I ended up not getting it often.  I had to put down the cookies at this dessert, at least.  I was gonna make vegan chocolate pudding.  Not enough mullah.

I am always grumpy and upset..

..I got over the racism, but people haven't gotten over me that I talk to

Disagreement

It seems that my life is always a hassle.  Things aren't as happy as before.

Cute!

I liked the Japanese girl who was with her, was wondering @ that.  :|

I just watched..

Karen Carpenter's niece sing beautifully..

She is cute and nice.  It seems like she'd like to meet other people and singers.  The only thing @ that is Karen Carpenter is a big part of her because I know I met my aunts and we clicked in a funny way.  I never thought of it before.  Also, my dad is in her class year, so I was like-  My mom is a generic person, not Caucasian, so what can I say?  I have a special interest whereas she was born with the interest already and I was interested later..  I mean, she seemed lost for how to relate to other people.  Her dad should know @ Karen's class year, but I think he's a boy and she wants to please him the same as with my dad and I.. ooh creepy.

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Disclaim any ill thoughts that may come to mind in my crappy writing here LOL hard to write.

^Messed Up^

I always wanted to do music etc., but like homework was a 1st priority for my IQ I guess.  You apply these subjects in the real world..  I feel unloved, like I'm a joke.  Like I had to not do anything else.  Then some little kid would come up and do it and they do.

Why in recovery as a better actor do you like me less?  Think I could be a singer and never get a chance to be like Johnny Depp.  :|  (Just saying..)

SO WHAT'S WRONG

THEN

Mad

Why doesn't anyone cuddle me?

How Insulting

What came 1st?  1st off I am not Asian.  I just have Asian blood.  I am less Asian than most white people, but I appreciate Asians more.

I was thinking of something else that happened like this.

Anyway, on this, .. why do you all act like an old bestie that if you dream romantically you're weird?  From Richard Carpenter's interview, bless his soul, all I can get is he's not really the Romantic Artistic type.  He may be, but he seems to be more of a juggler was what I was intending to put upon.  He may be some form of a Romantic Artistic type.  I wonder if most people feel torn to pick a personality.  I feel INSULTED for being a Romantic Artistic and Performing and Creative and Fashion type.  No, I did not pay $100 to get the true result.  I'm also an Action Seeker and Type A.  I assume he is also a Type A, used to seem like a good Type B..

So, what exactly happened, some feeling.. another 1 of those?  No, my life is not together.  I have so much stuff I wish I didn't have lying around.  It makes me feel bad.  I clean from time to time and get new impetus.  So, is it my singing or how would I have seemed rude?

You know, people all ignore me and say I am a schizo.  That's what's wrong.  My therapist knows, too.  Thanks a lot schizo Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.

I know what it is!

They're all racist, all the people are racist!  Meaning.. all the people!

My voice sounds like I am pleaing that I'm a great singer.

I am not around people enough.  I just sing alone like a eu****.  You know, I do have problems from medicine and undue couseling.  It probably made me sick.  I will not accept this treatment.  I know Ginny did this to me.  Stop questioning my race, I'm more white than anyone.  I am European and very much so.  I don't hang around weird people or like people of a different caliber or whatever.  Look, anyone wanna talk @ their problems with my racial attitude?  You all are seeing things that aren't there.  I'd like to see what new singers sound like.  You can sure twittle a lot on that flute of yours.

I do think that person is nice.  I just was fitting myself somewhere.  I am not sorry, they are the 1s who are different.  You can't be an insult to me, you can just say you have different taste.  That taste may be a racist taste.  You know, I've seen lots of insults around of my singing.  People want SWEENEY TODD!

Upset

I know I'm a good imitating singer.. once I get busy tho

Oh well, let's see what the problem really was anyone??