Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Something We Need to Cover

Obviously, Karen Carpenter, like Ellen is with some things, was overwhelmed @ life centered on kids.  In that 1 interview, she kept using the word "pooped."  She must have been depressed she didn't have a kid then.  She also seemed very much for mixed race, like maybe she was worried that there would be some racial issue and it wouldn't be okay to like work with the white kids.

It feels like..

..my life since Ohio has been telling people what to live for through action..

If

Karen is offended by little things why not feel offended by death, like hurt?

No Way OUT

I am not a big eater.
Never Give Up

However

I think Karen believed in .... MACHINES

And

Something Ellen Would Agree With

I forget but it was another thing that would make her a good President - that death isn't a joke.

What Do You Feel

@ Karen Carpenter

Do you wish she were your mom?  I don't know what I'd say @ that with anyone but I have 1..  I wish .. Well, I have a lot of love for her!  And she's dead!  At 32!

So..

..Even though I didn't like who I was, I remind myself of Karen Carpenter in some good ways~

Ah Trah (I Try)

to put mah best foot fore wore'd
What do you think of "people" none if which have anything for you who just get antsy at the "darndest" thangs

A Note

To: The Carpenters

Death is not a joke, and neither is a bachelor's degree in Social Work.

Health Tip

When eating, don't overdo it, but you can put sweets "in it"
You know when a singer doesn't really know how to have like a full palette with all the primary colors for singing in a high volume or note

Better Singers

have more talent, not because of the practice alone

A Lesson Learned

Just because someone can do something like you .. it's just another version.  No one just makes another useless.

2 People

Tim Burton and Johnny Depp - they just play it safe so everyone is special.. they want you to treat me special.

A Better Poem

I'm willing to set some time for you today.
I do it often in a very ^special^ way.

Would you like to learn a little more about me?
Things in the world that are good and are free?

Learn to compare yourself with others like you.
It's a fun and very normal thing to do!

Moody

I imagined it'd be a dream beyond music to be an executive and make mullah!

A Poem

I'd love to communicate to you how I really feel today
I'd like to do it in a concise and special way

Do you wanna hear a little tune that I wrote
Tell me if you like it, give me a little vote

Would you like to speak to me about something in your life?
I'm in it in the flesh and blood and tears and sweat and strife
Writing Music 3)

HAY

The MOODY BLOOOS

If

Karen still exists in any form what can we do for her?  What does she think @ the responsibility of life.  It doesn't come down from the sky.  I thought she was a Protestant!!

Do you listen to your music

LOUD

Um, excuse me?

I live with my parents.

The Lesson

Karen Carpenter finds it groovy to care for kids, but she knows in real life that's a thing we "don't do."

What do you think @?

"A Little Fall of Rain?"

So, what am I living for?

My new outfit?  New Year's Eve, my favorite holiday, and ..

Well

You may as well listen to me if you always listen to older people.  I know you secretly always want to be with people who are older than you.  Weren't you supposed to do something about this?

Upset

Not that it has to matter, but I think my mom imagined my daughter as a tortured pinata raveled up like ravioli.

Just so you know..

..Ellen, if Ellen k*lled Karen Carpenter, too, it would be for the same reason Sarah Brightman seemed uncomfortable around Andrea Bocelli.. not taking kids my age as their own.

Hmph!

You're messin' up my blog!

Anyway, what about all that oh boo hoo I want Ellen to run for President of the U.S.  I just praised Ellen, and you were rude!

I am attractive and mean to be so!  Don't you know!?

Problem?

What's wrong with my ode to Ellen?  You think I was bad and don't deserve to enjoy her?!

THAT'S WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT.  What is this?  I don't have to listen.  I know you just did it for fun and if I didn't just say this you'd bother me more.

Ode

Ode to Ellen

Glory and Praise to Our God
Who Alone Gives Light to Our Day
Many Are the Blessings He Shares
With Those Who Trust in His Ways

We the Daughters and Sons of Him
Who Built The Valleys and Plains
...

Before "We" Go On

What do you have with certain kinds of people that it's "always" better "not to say anything?"

You see, I notice that people are all being mean to me.  You act like I deserve it as a punishment.  Wasn't that 1 of the worst things you could do to someone, give them a silent even "type" of treatment??

I am much nicer than most people, or if someone were .. but you are so so mean to me and no one else gets treated like this and you think their being bad is the punishment in and of itself!  Well, being out of shape or ugly might be 1 thing.

Can I just give my opinion and testament of this experience?  Something to talk @?  I have other things to talk @.  I just had it as an afterthought as I was going to post this.  I also almost mentioned someone.  Why does that annoy you?  I know you don't think of all this weird "crap.."

Also, this is my favorite holiday, so if you think of me you'll remember it's my favorite possibly..

What do you think @ how specific this stuff is and how other people think it's wrong?

I do have something to contribute @ Ellen DeGeneres.  She is acting like she is younger than me, like Karen Carpenter who is passed away.  Like, it bites that I can't think of her as a parental aged figure at all times.  I almost can sense her sneer.  I shouldn't be thinking @ this.  I should have my own Ellen DeGeneres to talk to or whoever.  I didn't just go eat with my mom and brother because I really felt they were in a fighting mood holding a grudge against me.  I came back and had to think of people I care being hurt.  I saw a cute guy today, and he didn't wanna touch me.  What makes him so special?  He was that specific stereotype with light brown hair in a bowl cut swept away|back..  Kinda more reddish|rich-colored hair.  I have same interests as him.  What do you have to say @ that?  What do you think @ sneers?  Is that tabboo to you just @ Ellen?  If so, she probably uses it to play with your mind.  I just constantly feel an undertone of how Ellen is seen.  What perplexes me is the fact that she would think I am in trouble so that she flips me off when I'm trying to live my life!  Like, I mean my daily life.  That level of comfort.  It's hard to explain.  She seems so deathly and ultimately hungry for power, like Maleficent or something.  I know no one agrees with her but that her studio audience knows she caters to a certain kind of issue.  What really made me mad was her acting like I can't think her age is a mom to me!  She's not the baby when the 2 of us are in the sentence.  It's not, I'm the mature baby and she's the kiddy teenager.  She must be a mother figure.  I mean, someone born in 1970 or something I'd marry.  I don't force her to like be that way in my mind.  I just mean she can't always be sneering at me like that, I mean I like it, too, but I'm saying what it's like.  It's not so much that she's getting by as I think the audience finds this funny.

You know what else is nice about a new blog?

I can start over my posting pattern..  How am I gonna accommodate for when I switch like which posts can have comments?  Just make new tags?  And will I ever get a new blog??  Maybe I can pay someone to make me a fancier 1.

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